so honestly

I'm kinda lost on the outlook of myself.
On a split side I'm both a fuckup and a good kid.
I've spent months in rehabilitation cares for my drug habits but I still try to be a positive personality amongst others
I often find myself always hurting everyone, but in my mind I'm only trying to help.
3 years of my high school education was never done, I spent absolutely no time in class and now I've got just this year to make up for it

so honestly
give me your outlook on the subject, either comment on what I should do or tell me your stories